i have been avoiding world so many times ...
avoiding talking to people i barely knew
went to places no in my map,
or just having someone say hi , i'll say no to this.
i try to quit this world so many times ,
i almost give up being in love with someone,
give up that i will make my family proud with me,
making myself happy .
but somehow i found myself
in piece .
i have been broken so many long times but i'm mot dead yet.
i have to wake up. i have to stand.
will you ? that person who makes me fall will not watch me fall again.
that person will forever my past. something i cant change at all.
something i cant own anymore.
i leave you there honey...you will forever my hopeless dream.
perhaps i should thank you for loving me,
taking care of me. show me i should continue to dream .
you are my dream comes true.
will i continue this words ?
i'm not into you anymore for sure.
i just cant believe i was that person .
i'm this broken.